Wednesday, December 16, 2009

dear awk <3

anas faisal..
atin rndu anas..td atin tgk pic jha n arif..jlez wo0o0..nk nnges syg..u noe how much i miz u rite?syg,smpai ble kte kne cmni ekk..mmgla i still cn hold on..n i wont let u fall..p atin pn da ltih..cant imgne how's scho0l gonna b nxt yr..worst year myb?ad potensi..sshla..xsng i'm gonna pretend dat i'm not going out with u anymore..but 4 us,i'll try syg..d easiest way is kte break je kn?p u noe wht?i noe at d sme tyme,dat's d MOST STUPIDEST thing we'll do if we juz break up..xd gne kte tpu dri kte sndr n tpu org len juz sbb nk tgk org len sng aty..u noe wht?smtymes,jd 'samseng' is better than scrifice evrythng..syg,we have smthng dat no one else hve it..i hve u by myside n u have me by ur side..no matter wht hppen after diz,we'll stand by each other k..4eva i love u..always n 4eva..rmmber dat i made a vow dat i'll neva let u go?i meant it now,then n 4eva..stay by my ide n i'll do d same thing..no one cant stop me from loving u..
atin syg anas sgt9!

budak itu da nak mati??

spe budak 2?ak laa..bknny btl2 nk mti pn..mksd trsirat 2..
*sko0l da dkt..haha..bodosz..
*ak xd smngt laa..
*anas jauh sgt..
*ak rndu pntai..
*mne bnyi gtar awk?
*sy xleh idop tnpe awk laa(cehh,ayt jwang xbleh blaa p tpkse gne)
*mls stdy doe!
*nk roomte 09!!nk jha!
*rse sunyi laa..
*slh ke ak jtuh cnta?
*leave us alone please..i'm tired..
*drama?hve 2,dun lke it..
*ak xgle byg,ak xangau..ak juz rndu dy..
stkt ni 2 la mksd mti 2..hrmmmm..

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

091209


seandainya kau ada di sini denganku

mungkin ku tak sendiri

bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku

hiasi malam sepiku

ku ingin bersama dirimu

ku tak akan pernah berpaling darimu

walau kini kau jauh dariku

kan selalu ku nanti

krn ku sayang kamu

hati ini selalu memanggil namamu

dengarlah kekasihku

ku berjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku

takkan pernah ada yang lain

adakah rindu di hatimu

seperti rindu yang ku rasa

sanggupkah ku terus terlena

tanpamu di sisiku ku kan selalu menantimu

seandainya kau ada di sini denganku

mungkin ku tak sendiri

bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku

hiasi malam sepiku

ku ingin bersama dirimu

ku tak akan pernah berpaling darimu

walau kini kau jauh dariku

kan selalu nanti

krn ku sayang kamu..


i love u endlessly,anas faisal..


uTk ksYgn2 sY

jaiho,sorry xrep msj..atin dpt stu je msj jha n atin da rep..yg len2 myb xsmpai..atin da try col jha..swear,p xpnh dpt..

jayan,i misz u!!i misz our good tymes..

kuna,i really2 miz u..hu2..

n

anas faisal..dunno wht else should we do..juz rmmber,i alwys stand by u..i'm alwys hre 4 u..it's juz d bgnning..it's not d end yet..

told ya b4..

kn ak da pnh gtaw..idop ni xpnh adil..ak rse cm skg ni la moment plg ssh ak nk lps..i'm juz an ordnary girl,hoping 4 d shootng star 2 come n see me then asking me,"what's ur wish?"..n evrythng juz happen as i wish..y we must be apart?must be a good reason 4 dat..but still i can't find it..n no one gonna tell me..so let's prtend,there's no answer 4 dat..it's juz a stpid rquest from d people who neva try 2 undrstand us..or me?it's true dat my life is not 100% mine..but y don't sm1 gve me a chnce 2 draw n paint smthng on my canvas of life..i know wht 2 do..i'm not a lil girl..i know how 2 stand on my own feet..

Friday, November 27, 2009

Life iS a gAme buT iT's not fAir?

ak xske sgt ble ad golongan2 yg xbrtauliah ni yg nk cbuk2 hal ak!!eyh bodoh!ko ingt ak ni pe??kete remote cntrol??ske2 aty ko je nk men tkn2??bleh blah ah weyh!!ko ingt ak tkot?!!mmp la ko..ckt ak xlyn..
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wt org yg hrp sgt ak nk brubh..korg xyah laa bhrp sgt..ak xbleh jnj..ak xske jd org len..ak xnk ubh dri ak,rse xfree taw x??trok ke,ok ke,nkl mlmpau ke..ni la ak..klu org len bleh tme je ak cmni,npe korg nk sgt ak brubh ni??nk ak jd cm korg?crtainly no baby!!ak is ak..xmau jd org len k..pkrlaa,klu korg ske pkai tshirt n jeans kuar mlepak,tbe2,ad makhluk suh korg pkai short skirts or dress peg cocktail pary or whteva laa..cmne korg rse??dorg smpai mrayu2 suh korg brubh..xfair laa kn??
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xspttny kte dgr xplanation stu phk je wthout dgr yg stu ag..myb stu phk 2 niat dy len p dy pndai blakon..rite??
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npe ssh sgt kte nk dpt bnd yg kte nk ekk??p klu bnd yg kte xnk,sng2 je dy dtg..ermm..npe org xphm ak agkny ek?ak bknny cmplicted sgt pn..npe dorg xbleh bg ak idop sng?bodohlaa dorg ni..eyh,korg ingt korg 2 grnti baek smpai mti ke??ceh!!!sdrlaa ckt..dun judge a book by its cover n dun judge a person by wht ur naked eyes see..kn0w d person with all ur heart b4 judging..
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i shut my eyes in order to see..sory,ak xmkn saman mlaenkn org yg advce ak taw creny n kne ngn jwa ak..bg ak,prcption org is not a matter..not imprtant..mlut org 2 lntklaa..yg pntg,dr kte sndr..aslkn kte nmpk pe yg kte nk,org len 2 aggp je xwjud!
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i love acting..it's so much more real than life..fake smile?yeah,smtymes..i'm not going 2 show people dat i'm weak..i'm not weak n neva b dat weak!i'm not going 2 fall n neva let d bloved ones fall..

--Life is a game but it's not fair..i break the rules and i don't care!--

smua ttg aku

  • lme xupdte blog..
  • sko0l da start cuti..
  • ak nk mti kborngn da..
  • rsult exm cm bdk xskola..
  • mama pkse g 2syen!!
  • rndu dy sgt9..
  • lptop gle baboon!!
  • ad clake curi fon ak!
  • rndu my buddies..
  • rndu jayan n jaiho n kuna..
  • sucks ah rmbut ni..!!
  • ak ske mkn..:-)
  • anas faisal,anas faisal,anas faisal..<3
  • bju fvrte ak ilang!shit la!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

huh!!

exam siot..bnc gler..xske!!lme xupdte blog..skool pny psl..nk blk!!nk hngout..hu2..ai 2 ak wt hal..kne gntung sko0l??myb..xksh pn!!gasak ko laa!!!xmti pn..ermmmm..bored+annoyed+mnymph gle baboon thp dewa nk branak!!nntlaa smbung ag..xd idea..kne baring2 ats ktl n pnteng prep n ngadap enset bru ad idea..muahaha..mmuaaaahhhxx!!

p/s:sy s[y]g awk,anas faisal!

Friday, September 25, 2009

busY

hey..bz gle rye ni..xsmpt nk updte blog..uncle kawen,open house..fuhh!!pnt..p mmg bez ryer diz yr..ermm..ai ni blk sster da..hu99..xmau!!!!!!cdey tol..p ak miz jian,jiha n geng ak sgt2..rnduuuu sgt..n ofcoz ak rndu dy..

sbnrny kn..ak msih brduka lara ag..sal ai 2..rpe2ny da 4bln ak dtpu!cdey!!awk,len kl jgn tpu sy..sy xbodoh k..n awk nk taw x,skg ni,sy da xsggup nk dgr lgu sy 2..xtaw npe..lps ai 2,sy xdgr lgsg ag lgu 2..mlm 2 je sy ulang lgu 2 23kl..then,xsggup nk dgr da..sy skt aty..

k laa..nk pack brg2 da..da lwt..lotzz of love!!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

sKt aTy

awk,2 lgu sy..npe ksi dy..lgu 2 da jd a part of jwe sy..smpai aty awk menkn prasaan sy..even mse 2 bru 4 jun,awk sdr x yg awk da menkn 2 prasaan..dua org awk taw x???awk syg dy ag mse 2..p awk nk dua2,awk nk sy n awk nk dy..idop ni gle kn??awk wt sy nngs..tme ksh..sy xphm npe air mte sy murah sgt mlm ni..sy skt aty..sy syg awk..sy xkn biarkn awk peg cm2 je..awk,npe awk wt cm2?npe awk pnh wt cm2?awk,lgu 2 ad 1000 mkne bg sy..sy ksi awk lgu 2 so awk taw pe yg sy rse..p awk smpai aty pas kt dy lgu 2??!even mse 2 awk ckp awk da xd pape?jujur laa..awk tpu sy kn?sy nk taw bnd btol..awk,sy cdey sgt2..bintang2 mlm ni pn xdpt wt sy snyum..air mte sy xnk bhnti..awk nk gnt ke??awk,klu abah sy ad ag,sy suh dy trik tlinga awk sbb awk stkn aty sy..abah sy xske org sktkn aty his girl..

n now i'm missing my abah+i'm badly hurted..tryin 2 stop cryin'..AL-FATIHAH for my beloved abah(12th june 2007)..

iT's rYeR!

slm aidilfiri wt sume..maaf kn slh dan slpku..hee2..ai ni mkn byk gler..mlabur pn byk..haha..ermmm,kinda missing him actually..dy kte mlm ni byk bntg..jap ag ak nk bkk tgkp..aty ak da trubt ckt(skt aty cz rmbut perm xjd-gler tol kdai 2!!)..thnx 4 mking me feel better..agpn ak da wt blk rmbut ni,wt sndr..gasaklaa..ag lawa..huh!esk ayh cu agkt nikah da..lusa knduri..ak doakn dorg bhgie smpai ke ank cucu..k laa..xd pape nk tlis..
once again,pkcik gedik!!i miz u lotzzz!!cdey xleh rye sme2..hu2..

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Cte 30th august 2009~

Hey baby!!lme da xupdte blog kn?hu2..sorry,dk kt sko0l mmg xd chnce nk updte blog..mse pack sgt agpn xbez sbb bleh on9 jap2 je..byk gle cte ni sbnrny..ak pn da xingt dy pnye sequences..xpelaa,men cte jelaa ek..ak cte pe yg ak ingt n yg bez2 je(@ konon bez)..30hb 8,ktorg xblaja pn..bez gle!!ps assembly je,naek aspuri n tkr bju(pkai t n slua trek)..taw xpe yg ktorg wt??hee2..psg bndera la..kt court..ktorg xpsg flag yg biase 2,p ktorg sumbat bunjut2 yg da bbulan2 dproses dlm pgr court..mmg ltih gle sbb pose..nsb bek ai 2 xpns sgt..even pose,mmg sronok!bleh spend tyme ngn kwn2 cm2,snap2 pic n gelak2..mmg btl2 hve fun..ktorg start psg bunjut2 2 dlm kul 8.30 pg n siap tgh hr da..ps2 press dtg n amk gmbr..blk blik,trus mti ats ktil..ltih bai!

Ni laa pic ak n my buddies on 30th aug 2009!~



Ni plak bunjut2 yg ktorg gne 4 wt bndera..(dy bising ak maen2 ngn bunjut2 ni..hee2)

Tyme psg bunjut2-on d way nk jd bndera..

Tadaa!!


Mlm 2 plak..ambang mrdeka..p xd laa gmpak sgt sbb ckgu bsyarat2..agpn taw2laa kn..sko0l 2 ngde2 ckt(kbnrn,bkn sje nk mngte)..dak laky bez laa,dorg bleh dressing..klu ikutkn aty,ak nk je pkai kbya nyonya pndek,brulaa klasik..xpn bju polka dot..haha!grnti kne sepak trajang ngn snior2..huh..nympah ak..klu sko0l len,tyme2 smbutan cmnilaa nk mlaram..gasaklaa!then,ktorg lepak kt blk ak..men truth or dare..bez..tdo kul 4..to kinah,jian,nad,aisyah,neddy,sara n dina;thnx 4 gving me such a wonderful nite!best buddies 4eva!

Keesoknny,kls ak ad kls +math..taik btol!ari2 cti pn wt kls..yg ag tragisny,ak xbgn n kne mrh..bkn kne mrh ngn ckgu latif p ngn pkcik gedik 2..huh..dy wt cm xtaw plak yg awek dy mmg ssh bgn,+plak tdo lwt n bgn awl sbb nk peg kls..mmg ssh sgt 2!!dy mrh n ak kck aty..mjuk laa..pe ag kn??(ngde2 thp cpan)..p mlm 2 ok gak..mne bleh lme2..cm kucng nk branak laa jwbny..


Cte ‘ak xingt bpe ai bln’

N bru je mggu ni,ktorg lpk2 kt blik thia;ak,jian,aisyah,nad,dina,syaza,shima(p dy tdo awl sgt),neddy n tiya..dorg kjekn rmbut ak..!!i got a new hairstyle..hak2..not bad laa..thnx tiya!!love u~

Ktorg xtdo pn mlm 2,kul 4.30 g sahur..bez gak trun sahur rmai2 cm2..hik2..kul 5 ad qia mulail..ak,tiya,nad n aisyah peg on9..smpailaa org abes smyg sbuh..then,ktorg naek blik n ak pn mmulakn tgs ku sbg ‘sleepng beauty’..haha..kul 9 kne bgn daa..ad kls +math!!bongok gle..ak mmg mls nk bgn p tkut kne mrh 4 d 2nd tyme,so ak pkse je laa dri ak bgn n bsiap2..kul 12,kls abes..n ak smbung tdolaa..

Ermm..lpe nk cte!29hb,mse 1st day blk sko0l,dy psn kt ak suh snggah kt kls dlu..ak ikutlaa..rpe2nye,ad teddy bear kler brown n my fvrte egg tart ats mja ak!!hepy gler!!!thnx syg~dy kte,ibu suh mkn smpai abes..no problaa,tngki bsr ni..hee2..n ak da ltk nme kt tddy 2..nme dy,mr.bunjut..brsmpena dgn bnjut2 bndera 2..haha..

090909..bfday mentee ak,amir z..hepy bfday amir!!may allah’s peace n bless b upon u..080909,ak outing,bli tket..he2..ak peg ngn knah..n ak bli la t shrt kler itam utk amir as bfday present..smart!(ak rse laa)..100909..ak blk umah..yea2!!p xdlaa yea2 sgt sbb blk pn nk siapkn folio chem. yg xwt lgsg ag ni..mggu ni nk anta..p xpe!ak da siap!!hee2..bru je siap td,p xcmplte sgt ag..exprment rport xwt ak..mke dpn pn xprint ag..jap2 ag nk g bnding..

To anas faisal..sorry ek sal smlm..bkn atin sngje nk tpu anas p mse 2 mmg xd mo0d nk tell u d truth..atin xtaw nk gtaw cmne..atin xmau anas taw atin jlez smpai cm2..sy pn ad ego gak..p u’re d best..!cmne ekk anas bleh taw atin sorok smthng even atin xd ckp pape n atin bknny dk dpn anas..u know me very well dear..pape pn,atin jnj xtpu da psni even hal2 kck cmni..k?jgn mrh2 taw..xco0l..hee2..atin bkn sje2 p tbe2 je jlez 2 dtg..mmg ttbe je rse bngang..tbe2 rse nk bce sume cment dy tmsuklaa yg daa lme2..atin da dlte sume cment dy n yg ad kaitan ngn dy..atin taw,2 bkn hak atin pn,sbb she knew u b4 I do..p nk wt cmne..atin xmau tpu dr sndr..anas pn taw pe yg atin xmau jd between kte kn?..hurmm,wht can I do to make u see that I can love u more than anyone else do?

Td,ak upload pic bru kt ms..ckt je..n skg ni,tgh ddk ats sofa dpn tv n tlis bnd ni..wanna wke him up p dy 2 cm mti klu tdo(p still xbleh klhkn ak)..pe ag ekk??haaa..dy dpt prefect..cmnilaa,klu awk nk jd,sy tmpang hepy,klu xnk,sy ok je..pape pn anas dcde,atin akn support..pkrkn urself,org len 2 ltk ke tpi jap..cmne pn,awk ttp anas faisal sy smpai ble2!mte ak cm da ngntk je..k laa..nk rest mte jap..ltih..ak xtdo ag ai ni..da la ps zhor nnt da nk blk sester..sh*t tol!(ak da xbleh tlis bnd cm2 sbb dy mrh)..xpelaa..ag smggu ak blk ag..blk ryer!!hee2..chow dlu ekk..nk g kjutkn dy yg sdg lena ag dbuai mmp..hu2..

“in order to be irreplaceable,one must be different”

Really lotss of love,fLutTer[b]Y---buDaK c0meL sYg pKciK geDik!~





Sunday, September 6, 2009

aT sChoOl babe!!

heyy..lme glerr xedit blog..huhu..ak kt sko0l ni..at sester lol..skg ni kul5.45 pg..haha!!ktorg g sahur td..ps2,trus on9..org len g qia mulail..ak ddk kt cc ni ngn nad,thia n aisyah..da 2 mggu dk kt sko0l ni..n da 2mggu pose kt cni..not bad laa..xrse ltey sgt sbb mse pack gler..1st day ai 2 je rse cm nk mti..ai ahad,30hb..ktorg ad ambang mrdeka..pg 2 enjoy gler sbb ktorg bleh spend mse kt luar kls rmai2..stlh brzaman2 mnyiapkn bunjut2 brwrna wrni 2,akhrnya nmpk gak motifny..press dtg..amk gmbr n msuk paper(even mke ak xclear,ak ttp bngge sbb ak taw ak ad kt c2)..mlm 2 biase2 je sbb ktorg xbleh countdown mse kul 12..hmpeh toll!ai isnin,cti..ktorg tdo abes2an..ak da xingt pe yg nk dcritekn sbb da agk lme..hu9..then,blaja cm biase..

ai jmaat lps,kls ak ad kls +math..ak ponteng sbb tdo mmpos n ak kne mrh ngn dy..huh!kck aty ni!p xpe laa..xyah bkre sgtlaaa..mlm 2 ok gak..ak rse,spnjg 2mggu kt sko0l ni,asyk tdo lwt jerrrr..xkul 3,kul 4..bengong tol..dy suh ak tdo awl p ak xdgr ckp..hee2..bez sgt tdo lwt!slumber party,borak2 n mcm2 la..girls' things..actually,ak epy sgt sbb rlationshp btwn ak n frenz mmg good stkt ni..ngn dy pn ok gak..so,xd stress2 la..ai ni ak xtdo ag taw..smlm,dlm kul 12 lbh,dkt2 kul 1,ak dgr ad sore pggl ak kt aspuri..syaza pggl;dorg sume kt blk thia..dorg tny ak,nk gnting rmbut x..ak 50-50 sbb dy xksi ak potong rmbut..p ble pkr2,ak nk tkr style rmbut dpn laa..hee2..so,ak join laa dorg..hairstylist mmg bkliber abes;thia,neddy n syaza..ak,dina n aisyah jd customer..he2..syaza pn..comel gler thia wt rmbut ak!hee2..bkn nk prsn p ak ske dat style..thnx thia n neddy!!love u all!!

hurmm..folio chem xsiap ag..cmne ekk??nnt laa ak pkr..smlm anas gtaw yg his ex call dy n msg dy..gtaw num bru..i think there's no need 4 dat..xmti pn klu anas xtaw num bru dy..ak jlez,xske anas ad mse 4 his ex!huh!!k laa..nk off da..nnt tlis ag..mmuaaahhhh!!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

it wAs a dAy caLLed friDay..

Smlm,mmg ltih gle!!p sgt3 bez..dr pg smpai ptg ak g jln2 n shopping..wif who??my fmly ofcoz..n yg plg bez bloved kzen ak ikut skl;alin..hak2!!kinda miz her..da la nite bfore 2,ak xtdo lgsg..mle2,lyn cte las vegas,then,chowder,ps2,Hannah montana,ps2 cinta gila n laz skl mcm2 aznil..ps2 trus g sahur..n pkul 7 brulaa mte ak gtl nk tdo..mama ksi warning da,bgn lmbt2,tggl,xyah g shoppng..kul 9.20,mama woke me up..then ak siap2 n kul 10 ktorg blah..mummy,ayh chik,che sue,lili n alin ikut skl..


Mle2,g tgk handbag..ad stu hndbag ni,btol2 wt ak jtuh aty!lawa sgt2..hndbag sachs..mama pn kte ok,p dy kte nxt tyme la..dunno when’s dat nxt tyme..then,ak jmpe wedges carlorino..sgt3 comel!p mama la,nnt la ekk..evrythng goes nnt!!mke me feel sick..hlg mood ak nk shoppng tyme 2..ps2,ak g jln2 ngn alin je laa..ktorg msuk jfferson..byk sgt bju lawa..ske!!tgh syok jl2 2,ak dgr someone pggl ak..my bzfren!!mirza..long tyme don’t seee…hee2..dy bzfren tyme ak kt scipp dlu..rndu gle..mkin lawa mkcik minah 2..jlez ak..hu2..ak peg cri t shrt p xtaw npe,xd stu pn yg lawa..fed up ak!!ps2,ad laa bju yg agk lawa..blouse pots-1..p vry2 annoying!!bju 2 bpk besar even size s!!i text him.. “bju besar ke tin yg kecik??” he said, “bju 2 yg brsalah,atin xslh..” hee2..ak peg lois,n at last,ad bju yg btl2 ok!shirt pattern petak2;colourful..i think it’s cute!then,peg Giordano..ak bli baby t..alin kler htm n ak kler putih..kul 3.30,ktorg blk..


Ahha..lpe nk cte..mse ak tgh jln2 ngn alin,ad laa ‘sepsg mnusia’ ni,bhgie gle..ngde2..mle2 sngih2,ps2 tpuk tmpr n laz skl pgng tgn cm nk pluk2..da la blocking my way..bkpit,mlnggang2 dpn ak..skt bjk mte ni!woyy,klu ai biase ak xksh,mslhny,ni bln pose..xmlu tol..


Syg2 skalian,klu kte nk kpel pn xksh laa(bg yg kpel la)..p pndai2 laa jge dri,jge maruah..espcially girls..mmg btl we love each other, p smpai ble??evrone hope it will last 4eva but no one knows bout d end..xsmstny klu kte bkpit ngn dy 24 jam,kte kawen ngn dye nnt..yg pntg,love urself bfore u love someone else..


Blk umah je,ak trus baring dlm blik n ttdo..kul 5.30,mama ak kjut..dy suh bgn sbb nk g bkk pose kt umah nenek..mkn besar!hee2..sume fmly mmber ak blk except che da n her fmily..bz sgt kot..mlm 2,ktorg borak2 n men mercun..mmg borak2 abes2..kul 11,blk umah..ak ingt nk tdo awl smlm..p xtaw laa npe..xbleh nk tdo..kul 4 ak bru bleh tdo..n ai ni ak bgn kul 12..gle!!da nk kne blk sester xlme ag..hu9!!nk nnges!!!!!xmau blk!!!nk dk kt umh..


Hu2..xpelaa..nk pack brg plak..nnt lewat mama bising plak..bye2..mmuaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!


Lots of love…

Thursday, August 27, 2009

it'S tHurSdaY!!

Ak tgh dgr lgu beautiful-akon ft Colby o’donis n kardinal offishall...ak ske sgt lgu ni!!n luv Colby o’donis vry2 much!!!suare dy bez gler..ne-yo pn ak ske sgt..ckp sal lgu mmg xkn abes..ermm..nk story sal pe ekk??ai ni da Thursday..1hr je ag ak kt umh,ps2 da kne blk sester..sucks nyer!!!p rndu dy..blk sne,bleh jmpe dy..hee2..n I miss my frenz badly!!honestly..hmework???hahaha..xjln lgsg babe!!tdo je byk cuti ni..da nme pn cti skola,ckgu ni cbuk je bg hmwork byk2!!ak mls nk wt..last word da 2..xkn wt homework!!he2..

Smlm,ak wt pudng skl ag..ag bez n ag comel!!he2..ske taw..n yg plg bez,besties ak bkk pose kt umah ak smlm..che dah,che miey,farah,gyra..luv u guys so0o0 much!!(mc lat,tieya n tirah are missing)..ktorg bkk pose ngn tomyam,aym bkr berempah,udang n sotong gorng ngn tpung n ak xtaw syur 2 nme pe..bez dpt jmpe dorg blk..mcm2 bnd ktorg borak..snap2 2 ofcoz laa,kje wajib ktorg..tyme bkk pose pn gelak sakan ag..dorg kte ak ad bapak naga dlm prut..s2pid tol..he2..ktorg borak dr hal kck smpai hal bsr,dr hal sko0l smpai laa life ktorg..p cmne pn,no mngumpat ekk..klu borng sgt pn,mmg ktorg xpnh ngmpt,ktorg akn wt jokes sal bnd yg xlcu pn sbnrny(kje bodoh fvrte ktorg)..ak rndu sgt nk ddk ngn dorg cm dlu!!!recess skl,lepak skl,ponteng kls,prctce tarian,mlepak2 kt blik muzik,g jln2,shopping,mkn2 n amk gmbr..ssh da nk cri kwn cm dorg..even ak ad kwn bru,still dorg 2 d bez!ak ngn farah da jd bzfren dr drjh 1 ag..farah,syg kamo0 sgt2!!che miey n che dah dr drjh 3 ag..gyra dr drjh 4 ag..mc lat dr drjh 6..tieya dr form 2 n tirah bru thn ni..ak syg n rndu dorg sgt2!!

Mse ktorg borak2 smlm,ad tkuar topic sal syamil..ad dgr2 yg dy into tieya skg ni n same goes to tieya..ak cm xcye!!!c’on laa tieya syg,he doesn’t suit u!!u dserve smone better..ak da 2thn ngn dy,da knl sgt laky 2..p klu tieya nk jgk ngn dy,dat’s none of my bssness laa..pape jd,dy kne brni tnggung sndr laa..kwn2 ak yg len pn xstuju tieya ngn symil..he’s ntah pape!!dy msj ak smlm..ps2 dy msj che miey..n ntah pape tbe2 je dy ckp mmg dy still syg n rndu ak gle2..go 2 hell la!!mmg hell yeah..ak xcye lgsg..after evrythng yg dy da wt,dy still bleh ckp cm2??mmpos ak xlyn..huh!!bngang taw x..taw laa dy 2 ad rupe,p bknnye dy sorg hnsem ats dnia ni..n xsmstiny org hnsem 2 prfect..biaseny org hnsem 2 la pnipu,dayus,gle,bengong,sewel,’his talk is cheap’,selfish n playboy..prlu diingtkn 24 jam sal bnd ni ekk wahai gadis2..n sorry laa bg spe2 yg trse dri dy 2 ckup hnsem n dy trse ngn bnd2 ak tlis ni..ak tlis bnd btol je..xmen laa tlis mngrut ni..buang mse!

hurmm..esk nk g shopping ngn mama,mummy n kzen ku..i was thnking nk ajk a’ah skl..lme da xjmpe dy..dy sorg je kzen yg sme umo ngn ak..ajk dy skl la,jap ag nk col dy..know what??dy 2 majuk..sbb ak xdgr ckp..haha,whateva laa!ak nk tgk smpai ble..majuk sbb hal2 kcik ni bez gak..da dy yg start dlu!i’ll neva apologize ekk..up 2 u now,nk snyp or say smthing..xd pape da ak nk tlis kot..nxt tyme plak ekk..ak nk download n lyn ms jap..eyh,jap!dy da text me!!hahaha..kn da kte..it won’t be long..i noe him vry2 well..love u always!ahakzzz!!

k la..mmmuuuaaahhh..lptop pn da low battry ni..nk chrge..

“kalau nak bercinta,sediakan 3 perkara;sampan,laut dan pulau..sampan itu hati,laut itu kehidupan yang bakal dilalui dan pulau itu pengakhiran bagi sesuatu hubungan sama ada pulau bahagia atau air mata”

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

pudiNg

ai ni ak wt puding cstard..haha..jadi woo..sdp plak 2!!(bngge ni)..at last ak msuk dpur n wt smthng slaen dr cri mknn!!yeaa2!!stu pncapaian 2..hee2..ermm,ai ni ak bgn lwt gler,kul 1.30..dy kjut ak kul 12.30 ag p phm2laa ak tdo cmne..ps2,bla2..n bkk pose..ak ajk mmber2 lme ak(my besties ofcoz!!) bkk pose kt umh ak esk..klu bleh nk wt sleepover skl..da lme xgosip2 ngn dorg 2..misz them badly!!!ak ajk farah,gyra,che dah,che miey n mc lat..dorg xcnfirm ag stkt ni,still waitin'..

ptg smlm dy col ak..dy bg ak ckp ngn bdk comel yg bru pndai bjalan 2!!haha..ske gle9!!da lme xmen ngn bdk kck..bdk 2 ckp gne bhse dy yg ak pn xphm pape p ak wt2 phm jelaa sbb ak ske sgt bleh dgr suare dy..can't wait 2 hug n cuddle him!!ermm..kucng ak da ok..dy xsdey2 even ank dy da mti..ak je yg sdey lbih2..he2..friskies dy da abes,so ai ni ak bg dy mkn nsi..1st tyme kucng ak mkn nsi..da dsprate laa 2..

ai sbtu ni da blk sester..tidak!!!!!!!ak xnk!!!!hu9..sdey yg tramat sdey..p xpela..butterscotch ak ad kt c2..hee2..da bpe ai xjmpe dy ni..rnduuuu..ai khms laz week,ak g shopping..ak nmpk ad bju lawa gle!!t shrt laky..kt jfferson..p xsmpt nk plh,mse 2 in hurry..da la ad sale..n sbb tlalu nk cpt,ak xbleh nk pkr pape,xleh nk estimate size dy..n bju plak byk sgt yg lawa!!ak mmg grm thp dewa cipan tgolek laa~npe bju laky lawa2 ekk??klu bju pmpuan,mmg ssh ak nk plih..huh..xpela..ai jmaat ni ak nk ajk kzen ak peg sne n cri bju 2..mmg ak xleh pkai p ak bleh kasi kt org len,bleh tgk dy pkai..hee2..

da la..ak nk lyn brtney spears ni..mlm ni clubbin' mo0d(xsdr dri!!da la bln pose)..bling2!!

Sunday, August 23, 2009

a LiL' tHinG t0 saY..

kucingku yg comel!!~muffin~

Status:missing him badly!!
Mood:lapar gle..

Nk tlis pe ekk??ermm..smlm,ak chat ngn dayah kt ms..she seems 2 b fine n ktorg ad tkr2 num fon..ak gtaw dy yg ktorg chat n respon dy xbpe baek..haha..ske aty awklaa,sy xksh,jnj awk sy pny ekk..sbnrnykn,ak tkut..tkut dy nk blk ngn dayah blk..dorg kn bru je break,ximpossble laa..p dy da promise me,xkn jd cm2..hope so..dayah 2 comel,mte dy bsr n wrne brown..ak ske sgt mte dy!!ble ak bce blog dy,tgk pge ms dy sblm ni,ak taw dy syg gler ngn anas..klu ak la,syg 2 xbleh hlg mdh2 je..mst lmbt gak nk hlg..cm ak ngn ex ak,syamil..honestly,ak syg gler ngn dy sblm ni..p pas dy wt hal n ak pn da rse cm ktorg ni bkn d jln yg btl,ad baekny ak ikt ckp mama..break je..mmg ssh nk trme p ak taw,2 je cre klu ak nk bhgie..kpel ngn dy ,mmg bhgie..p 2 bginning je..ble da nk msuk 2thn,trus len mcm..dy da pndai ‘bradk’ angktlaa..i2laa,inilaa..ak yg skt aty sbb nk jge aty dy..dy??xpnh pkr pn nk jge aty ak kot..sorry 2 say,bkn nk mngutuk p d truth..

ame,never knew I could hurt like diz,but thnx..u taught me a lot bout diz life,bout love n bout d real meaning of ‘I miss u’..thnx 4 all d tyme dat u’ve spent wif me..thnx 4 all d care n attention dat u’ve given 2 me..n most important,thnx 4 loving me,once b4 n giving me a chance 2 love u,once b4..memories will remain as memories..there’s no 2nd tyme 4 us k..even it’s hard 2 get u outta my mind,but at last,I found myself back..sorry,we never meant 2 b 2geda,I’m not a part of u n u’re not a part of me anymore..life is a game,same goes 2 love..i’ve found someone 2 tke ur place..i know he can t8 a gd cre of me..n dear,please,no more layin’ up in ur arms n no call sayin’ u want me back..i love him n I’ll never betray him..diz is d end of us.. “love u baby,miss u so much,gdnte n swtdream syg”,I miss all dat once,but not anymore..sy da xsyg awk cm dlu..sy da twr aty..awk tlglaa,jgn mtk sy blk kt awk ag ekk..sy da ad org len..sy xnk compare dy ngn awk,2 one of d rules,don’t compare!awk crilaa org len..yg lbh phm awk..yg bleh jd kwn n gf at d sme tyme..sy da xsggup nk thn prngai awk n kdg2 myb ad gak sy yg slh..kte xperfect..sorry ats sume slh n silap sy..awk taw pe yg sy nk p awk xbleh bg?2thn sy tgu,p xdpt..awk xprotectve..sy rse insecure sgt..rse cm awk xbleh syg sy cm sy syg awk,sbb 2 sy twr aty..0509,date 2 laa kte dclare n January 2009,evrythng will b kept as a memory..awk doakn sy bhgie ngn dy ekk..doakn dy stia ngn sy,xmaen2kn prasaan sy..doakn dy jge sy leklok n syg sy btl2..doakn ktorg kekal n drestui..sy doakn awk bhgie n jgn nkl2 sgt ekk..awk da bsr,pndai2la jge dri..sy da xbleh jge awk..nnt da jmpe someone,jge dye leklok taw..jgn sktkn aty dy..blaja jge aty org yg sygkn kte..jujr ngn dy,jgn tpu dy..n yg pntg,jgn wt mama n papa frust..change a lil bit..jge qiz 2,dye da bsr 2,kne keep eyes on her..ingt x?sy plg xske awk ckp bye..sbb ble ckp cm2,bnyi cm awk nk tggl sy..p last2,sy gak yg ckp dlu kn..ntahlaa,dat’s d bez 4 us..

anas,dun worry syg..i made a vow dat I’ll neva let u go..i meant it then n now..i promise u..atin xkn blk ngn ame da..atin da xsyg dy..mmg dy org 1st yg atin btl2 syg p skg da xd syg 2..dy da wt mcm2 n atin pn da xlarat..agpn ktorg da lme break..no need 2 worry k!yg pntg skg ni,we are us..jgn cmpur hal kte ngn org len..all we need is juz a lil faith..keep ur promise..thnx 4 being by my side..sal ame ni,put aside k..cm anas slalu kte, “skg ni,atin ngn anas je,xd org len da..”..atin xtpkr pn atin bleh jd mkwe anas..taw x cmne atin bleh taw dat u’re into me?neddy yg gtaw..mse 2 kt kls English..mse 2 april..n dlm mggu 2 jgk,jha ‘kenen2’kn kte..klu dy xbg num fon atin kt anas,myb kte xon pn kn??so,thnx jiha!!love u,ro0mate!!atin xprsn pn ble atin mle falling 4 u..p mmg xbleh nk deny da ble atin mjuk sal dayah smpai 3ari..kt c2,atin bru taw mmg I’m so into u 2..!atin rse,2bln ckup da 2k kte knl ckt2 kn..?n 2bln da ckup 2k wt atin jtuh aty ngn anas..090609,atin tgh shopping ngn mama mse 2..haha..ps2,trus gtaw kinah..n bkk sko0l je,trus gtaw jiha..dy epy gler!!ermm,anas,sy syg awk sgt2 taw..n atin hrp anas xtpu ble anas ckp, “anas syg atin sgt9!!”

smlm,kucng ak dpt baby..p baby dy mati!!sdey..xpelaa..xd rzeki..hee2..baby dy xckup bln..cian dy..n ak ag laa ksian..kmpunan nk ank kucng!!npe dy xske kucng ekk?ak cte sal kucng pn dy melalut je byk..anti sgt ngn kucng..btw,kucng ak sgt2 comel!!n muffin,I love u!!hee2..

ermm,td ak da mtk ngn dy nk jmpe ngn abg agkt ak..dy bg..hee2..p dy kte xbleh lme2,ngn abg agkt pn bleh kawen..yelaa..xlme pn,jap je..ktorg da lme xjmpe..blk ai 2 pn xjmpe..ermm..nnt abg ak g msir ps rye ni,da xd laa abg ak 2..hu2..ssh laa nk g jln2 hujg thn ni..nk g jmming pn mst ssh gler!!aaarrggghh!!!kne mtk bik je laa anta ak..hee2..k laa..mls da nk tlis..nk suh bibik g topup..kdt ad bpe sen je ni..bg korg yg sudi bce 2,thnx..cian korg,bsrabut bjik mte bce pe yg ak tlis..lots of love!!xoxoxo

Saturday, August 22, 2009

sAje jE;xDe kJe sgT ni

hurmm..ai ni 2nd day of scho0l holday..so far,so good..adoiiyyyy,skt kple weyh!!!kzen2 ak n adk2 ak tgh wt bsing kt ruang tmu..ak plak tpkse laa ngdap lptop 2k mreleasekn tnsi0n ni..ermm...bored laa!!td on ms..anas on jap je,intrnet dy wt pr0b..mngde cm tuan..hee2..nk on ym p xd org bez yg on9..so,ak sgn out n bkk blog jelaa..even xd bnd pn ak nk tlis sbnrny,p lntklaa!!!ak pny blog kn..ak nk tlis je pape pn..

ai ni spttny ak mndkn kucng ak,muffin..p ak lpe..hee2..syok sgt on9..anas xske kucng,xmacho laa syg..ermm,esk ak mndkn kucng 2,no mtter wht!!ai ni bfday adk anas yg kck skl,aslam..bdk 2 comel gler9!!!!thp cpan wo0o0..ak grm gler tgk dy!!his 1st bfday..hppy bfday syg!!b a gud boy n kcau anas byk2 ekk!!anas kte,dy da pndai jln..hee2..babystep..ermm,n skg ni,bdk kck 2 tgh jln2..xtaw nk peg mne,jln tgedek2..nmpk mknn,snyp..sume bnd dy nk mkn..haha..comelnyee..(anas told me pe yg adk dy tgh wt.he text me)..ak ske sgt2 ngn baby n bdk2 kck..hu2..

ermm..cti lmbt ag nk abes,dat means lmbt ag ak nk jmpe dy..hu2..sbr jelaaa..hmework ak xwt pn ag..lgsg!!da la byk gler..mls!!!arrrgghhh!!!!nntlaa..slow2..he2..klu mls smpai abes cti,wt2 hmework da bres la..ak nk ajk geng ak tdo kt umh nnt..bkk pose sme2 n wt sleepover!!bezny..mama da ksi prmission..anytme laa..dcde ai je..byk nk shre ngn dorg 2,lme da xjmpe..misz them badly!!

k laa..nothng 2 say anymore..nk men gme plak..nk off9 da..lme sgt on9,nnt mama bising..esk i'll wrte again..mlm ni nk pkr dlu nk tlis pe esk..hik2..
mmmuaaaahhh!!

Friday, August 21, 2009

w0nderFuL beGiNninG??

hello!!
slmt b'pose 4 evry0ne yg pose!!
da lme xtlis blog..
ai 2 da 'rsigned' from all diz kinda things..
ai ni rse nk on blk laa..
ermm..nothing 2 tell ya..
sje je nk mnyemak..

let me tell u smthng bout me laa..
yg da knl 2 ok la..
korg bce jela..

name:atin;flutTer[b]Y
dob:2nd march
colours:pink,black & white
status:NOT single anymore darling


ak ni student ag..ad 2 org adk pmpuan,my sblings sume pmpuan>>pwerpuff girls!!
ad sorg abg agkt yg ak syg sgt3!!>>faruQ
sweetheart yg ak syg tramat2 syg>>
aNas fAisaL
i love my bestie!!my beZfreNz & freNz!!
hope 2day is a wnderful bgnning 4 me~

i'll wrte again s0on..!