confused??

school's about 2 over..
skrg ni sume dk cbok pkir nk amek course pe..
i xpyh susah2 pkir,my mom kte,'u mmg kne amek medic k!'
i nk jadi aesthetic,so,amek medic je la..
sara tgh pening pkir course pe yg plg ssuai..

most important event 4 2day,i da dpt beat anas for trial sbp!!
woohoo..!!
round round a garden like a teddy bear..

laky keparat;dat's my ex!

ko memang bodoh la bodoh!

ak ingat ko ni bengap je,lbih ag la!!

ko jgn prasan!

ko bukanny yg plg baek ak pnah jmpe!

xingin da ak!

siot!

peg mmpos!

jgn ad kaitan pape da ngn ak!

ko peg la ngn 'ex-friend' ak yg sme tolol,bengap,lembap n bodoh cm ko tu!!

gle!peg blah la weyh!

SYAWAL..

selamat hari raya

maaf zahir batin

having a 'not-so-bad' day today n ysterday..

at my bloved nenda's house..

spending tyme with the first generation of us!!haha

org len da mnari dlm mmpi but mata ktorg still cerah n bulat n blingie!!

atin,ayong,yaa,affan n alin..

atin is d 'rambut kuning' one..i can choose cz diz blog is mine!!ayong is next to me,orange hair..yaa is the red hair,affan is the only MAN n alin is the blue hair one!!

ysterday,he sent d pic of my baby in pink!!comel gle!!i'll upload later..

p/s:duit raye makin msuk..cha-ching!hee2..

asap hitam yg busuk

WARNING!!

don't u dare to touch dat thing again if u really do love me!!

aku benci smoking..dat's stupid!

sdut asap,kuar balik..pe nikmatnye?

jantan?hey!tolonglaa..xbtamadun...bknnye jantan..nmpak ag xbleh pakai ade la!

helloo..sdut bnda tu,mati cpat laa..

xksah laa klu mmg nk mti cpat btol2..p klu mmg nk cmtu,stay away from me!!

aku xmau orang yang aku sayang leave me too soon..k?

n d point is,aku bnci smoking cz mmg nmpak 'cheap' n stupid..

yup,damn fool..

not for org tua but for belia2 n org muda yg xsdar dri laa..

klu bfore ni,mmg ad istilah pmpuan yg 'cheap'..

but in my eyes,laky muda yg xde hala tuju ag n blagak je lbey n konon samseng n SMOKING,ptut dpt title 'cheap'..

sorry,pndapat masing2 kan..?

IRA

ok..whoever is dat f***ing ira is,i don't even care!!
stay away from my life laa!!
n from MINE too!!
dasar bengap,ssh phm..
otak ada xmau pakai..
gatal!
woii pmpuan!!aku gne bahase lmbut da ni..
hope u got it k!
hope to see u soon..

kisah setahun

cakap mmg senang kan?tapi bile hati kte nak selingku,kte xtaw..swear!!mmg xkan taw..

kdg2 kte xsedar kite mnipu,kdg2 kte sedar tp wat2 xtaw..

ad gak yg sedar mnpu tu xptut p nk gak truskn n xsedar pe yg dye akn tme lps tu..

sakit aty kne tipu xsame dgn skit kne pisau..

aty kte ade stu je n dye xde mitosis meiosis cm kulit kite..

skali dye luka,smpai bile2 ada parut..feel sorry 4 dat..

bkn senang nk tme knyataan yg kte dtipu..

but it's really easy for us to 'menipu'..rite?

dat's d reality..we're not tinkerbell or cinderella or sleeping beauty..

we're not living in fairytale,a world full of sweetdreams dat will come true sooner or later..

learn bout d true meaning of life!

it's true,kte kne try give n take..

but act,diz thing dpends ats dri masing2..

ade yg very forgiving,ade yg keras aty gle2!!

cmne pn,kte xbleh salahkn org yg aty dye mmg kras..

it's our fault k!

dye xmntak utk dtpu..

y must we lied 2 them at d first place?

honestly..

it's very hurt to be lied..

yah,u might say,the truth is hurt,so i lied..

it's better to tell the truth since the beginning..

all we need is just a little faith..

ditipu mati2 is totally not cool!!

andai kata maut di tangannya,pasti dia akan mencabut nyawanya sendiri seminit selepas ditipu..dan seminit yang tinggal itu,akan dia gunakan sepenuhnya,30 saat untuk menangisi kebodohannya,10 saat untuk menyapu air matanya,5 saat untuk menyatakan sayangnya pada insan yang menipunya dan 15 saat untuk tersenyum..

mati hidup balik!

updated??lme giler xupdate blog..

mood on9 xdtg..

mke it simple--

sweet MARCH~

best bfday gift ever!!-white 'i'm a princess' dress..thnx dear..

happy bfday anas faisal..L.O.V.E u!!

langkawi~with jian,esah n ika..

chocolate fever!!!

dat stupid larian pntai,mke aku brjalur2 dipanggang matahari yg mmg slalu jlez dgnku..

i have a ketam..he said,"ketam ni bleh jge awk sbb sy da cte sume bnda kt ketam ni"

its name is KEY..

how bout APRIL??

16th april..1 year,since d day whn d 1st tyme u said hye..

nothing much bout april..

new bestie>>maisarah maulad syed abdul malik!i love u darling!!

april test?OMG..bayangan 'fail' mnari2 dlm kpale..

the babies were borned!!!i've been waiting for d moment!!

3 kittens..

MAY.day??

jln2..achik,jian,me n my garfield!!

prefect mmg Tak Akan Ingat Kaki,Bulat Epal Nak Gajah Olala Nanti Gugup..

certain2 prefect je cz dorg rampas my jeans!!it's guess stupid!

MID YEAR EXAM!!olalalalaala..

cm biase,study laz minute..

stay up or sleep over??

kinah n sara..i love u guys!!

jiha..i miss u girl..

+math gettin' better slowly?

karaoke with jiha n kinah..

bju batik bleh masuk..

shawl yg comel!!--jiha n atin--

dimerit!!haha!!xmmpos nye dmerit segunung pn..gle ke ape bdk2 ni,mabuk merit..senget..

santa cruz acoustic guitar for u dear..adib n sara,thnx a lotz!

ayahnda nk pndah da..mama cdey..

absolutely JUNE!

1.50 a.m,2nd june..garfield,kte je taw pe kte wat kn??haha..org len xwt cm2 pn..sara hebat!

my baby kitty yg plg comel gler2 siot nk mati mmg da mti..

n another kitty mti gak..tggl stu je??!!but i dunno d jantina..not sure yet,xsempat nk intai..hee2..

mama dayah mninggal,i'm sorry 2 hear dat..

to dayah..atin pnh rse bnda yg sme dlu..atin phm pe yg dayah rse..xpe,ni dugaan,kte kental!!k?atin taw,dayah mst bleh tme sume ni..cdey mmg xbleh lari da dear p trust me,bnd ni akn ajr kte byk bnda..myb skg xnmpk ag p nnt kte akn nmpk gak..be strong girl!!

090610..

dear,happy 1st anniversary!

thnx 4 being with me!!

u're d best moment..

i love u garfield!!

~semua ttg kita?...krn ku sayang kamu?~

valentine's

HAPPY VALENTINE'S TO..

my one & only;anas faisal..i miss u sooo much!!

bloved buddies!

all my lovely cousie

family~

d only bro that i'm missing lotz!;faruq

my baby boy--mikail alif--

jiha

kinah

jian

arif bazlie

achik

neddy

pjie

adib

alif

bik

na

nana

wawa

farah

gyra

che dah

che miey

tyrah

ina

dayah

mirza

tasha

hekal

ipey

akim

afiq

zouk's,passion's n oblique's

blablabla..everyone that i know;all of u got ur own place in my heart!!

valentine's is not all about celebrating a special relationship..i'm showing my love to let u know that i love you!!!

lajunye cuti

pagi tadi bangun sgt lewat..anak dara yg bkaliber mmg cmni..

mandi n makan..xsure it was breakfast or lunch..

peg sunway..

mkn kt jaring..

peg sunway pyramid..

survey movie..

shopping!!

xde sale..siot+clake+sial,mmg ckik darah..

p ak ttp shopping tnpa rse gusar..

dress lawa..

peg roxy

jmpe aifa

msuk movie

cte little big warrior..

bez p sad ending..

balek umh..

ashraf bli kfc..

on9 p ashraf amek lptop ttbe..

mnd n ashraf ksi lptop balek sbb khabesan bateri..haha..

n i miss you everyday syg..

kena seksa

ok!sgt seksa!!

trlalu seksa!!

da kul 4.30 pg p ak xbleh tdo!

ak nk try tdo gak cmne pn..

tadi da tgk bintang..

da makan pizza..

dye da ttdo n tggl ak sorg2..

alif da nk peg jog..

so,ak kne tdo..

alif kte,kne try gak!

klu x,bdn ltey n mte bngkak..

k..

have a gudnite sleep :)

a sooo nothing day

bgn tdo..

mesej2..

mandi2..

tengok tv..

breakfast..

tengok tv..

men ngan kezen..

kacau baby..

baby kentut sbb kne penyek..

tdo petang..

mesej2..

tengok tv..

call pizza..DELIVERY!

mesej2..

tengok kartun..

makan pizza..

mandi..

sjuk nak mati!!

mesej2..

kuar ngan uncle..

baby kucing sgt comel!!!

online..

p/s:planning 4 2morrow..tgk movie wif my fmily!!shooooopingggggggg!!!!cian che cik xbleh join..dlm pantang..syg,i miss you toooo much!!

out from dat penjara

it was 11th feb..homecoming!!bez glerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..ade yg balik kul 7pagi ag..huh!cam xskola pn sbb ramai yg da blah pagi2 ag..pagi tu memang tragis gle..cm bodoh je..ak bangun lewat pagi 2..jiha n muney pn sme..sbnarnye ramai ag..1st period ktorang is pj..so,ktorang cam xbkire sgt..dat was my 1st tyme 4 diz yr xtrun r.col..ktorg lwt 4 klas pj..cg wan mmgla!!huh!!nk kutuk xbleh..maklumlaa cg skola ak ni suke bce blog students,tgk profle stdents kt ms,fb,tagged..clap2 ak kne lempang..pagi 2 mmg ramai xpakai baju pj cz da nk balek kn..then,knelaa dnda..p ak,jha n muney kne denda spcial ckt cz lewat,xpakai bju pj n xturun r.col..denda cm org bodoh..pas2 kne pnggil plak ngn cg nolina..celaker pnye prefect!!laz year ak xtrun r.col bjute2 kali..xpnah2 kne pnggil pn..tahun ni prefect xgne mmg rmai pn..luckily cg xmarah,juz mmbebel ckit2 je..xkesah pn..then,msuk klas..4 d 'i dunn0 how many times' tyme,failed +math!!!haha..bengap tol..ak rse cm sengal gle..npe laa xpndai2 +math..rlax je laa..at least da ad imprvment from laz year..ps2,balek bilik,packing,lepak jap n OUT!!!

ak peg jalan2 ngn dayah..mte dye sgt comel!!ktorg story2..after bout sejam spend tyme ngn dayah,ak peg airport..kt sne jmpe shima n sara..then,check in dlm kul 7.40..kul 8pm,he called..tggu kt bawah..nk peg tmpt len..ktorg kuar jap n dlm kul 8.40 dye anta ak peg airport balek..sy xmau jauh ngn awak!!hu2..we had great tyme..rlly2 great..missing you already..kul 9.15 boarding n shah alam,i'm coming!!sampai dlm kul 10.20..1st ak peg umah che cik,tengok baby..mikail alif,u're toooooooo comel syg!!!!my baby!!!mmuaaaaaahhhh..nampak je katil,mte trus tutup..ngntuk..so,tdolaa si comel ini..haha..

8 months yaa!

• sweet 17 jiha n sara!!love both of u!!
• exam sgt lucu..cm budak xpnh peg skola..
• nyamuk tgh hisap darah aku..skola dalam hutan..biaselaa..
• fon gle+bangang+xsnonoh+claker thp gaban!!
• nk balik!!yea2!!
• tgk baby..mikail alif~dye sgt comel..
• my tudung is not happen..hahaha..
• ice cream sgt sedap..
• chemistry hancor lunyai..
• bio sgt sng p still xbleh jwb..pdn mke ko!!spe suh malas..
• malas nk skola..balik kawen bleh x??
• feeling smekind of annoyed with dat minah..
• aku pendiam??
• lagu baru..
• atin,kinah,jiha n jian..
• dress lawa??
• pink skinny jeans
• should i be worried bout them?
• dye injured..ciannye..da la tgn kanan kn?esok ad 3paper ag..must be a trouble 4 u dear..
• tu laa..da kate,pakai num 7..haha..
• mimi sewel..>but i miss you!!
• perang abes lepas 4hari..

~my heart is singing along with the breathing of melody~

aku si sewel

hari ni hari rabu..

esok khamis..

n lusa jumaat..

esok paper +math..

aku tgh serabut gle..

otak jd kosong..

kple pusing2..

jiwa brcelaru..

hati cdera parah..

lidah kelu..

sy rindu awak..

p sy ade ego..

sy xsgup nk malu 3minit n gve up dlu..

p i miss u..

soooo badly..

perang aku dan kamu

kite mmg degil..awk degil n sy ag degil..

kite ego..awk ego n sy pn ego..

kite sme2 xmau mngalah..awk xmau n sy pn xmau..

ni slh phm,msunderstood..

b4 kte taw ni slh phm,awk kte ni salah sy..

sy xmau ngku sbb mmg sy xsalah..

lps kte taw,awak kate dlm hal ni xde sape2 salah..

sbb ni only MISUNDERSTOOD..

sy kate,awk ttp slh..

k?

skg da masuk hari ke-3..

sronok xcamni?

mesti awk sronok kan?

da la ramai budak comel skg ni..

bahagia laa kan?

ermm..

makin lame makin jauh..

awk suke?

sy??ntahlaa..xpenting kan??

awak nk sy ikutkn ego awk?

sorry mr,dat's not me..

slagi bnda ni bukan start dpd sy,xde gne sy mngalah..

sy xtaw smpai ble kite nk cmni..

klu awk ske,it's ok dear..

truskn jelaa..

sy nk nk awk ingat..mybe skrg kte xrse pentingnye org yg sygkn kte tp ble kte kehilgn dye nnti,kte akn rse yg dye 2 ade mkne bg kite..

OK?

evrything's fine..sume da ok blk..p jha n arif xok..breaking d relationship?myb..sygnye..dorang sweet..harap2 korang xjd break..

blk shah alam 11feb ni..xbook tket ag..i need my mama's visa..or credit card..hu2..nk cnfirm ngn nedy dlu..dy amek one way or rturn..

ai ni ktorg(aspuri alfa)wt board utk alfa..theme alfa tahun ni is kucing!comel!!!meeoowww..mst anas faisal xske..dr pg ag xmsuk blik..lps prep dk kt patio rmai2..emm,bdk laky outing ai ni..pg td ad kls +math mama nrul..ak xphm pape pn..cdey9..

try call che chik..she didnt answer..hmmm..

jian is not ok..cg jat bsrkn hal yg kcik..n ayah dy glabah..adek dy pn naek kple..ish2..pty my darlim..u'll be ok..

btw,rse nk mkn mcd double cheese burger la.. hee2..n can't wait to go home!!!

p/s:homework xbres ag..mtilaa..

arif adly cbok je

arif ni cbok je!

nk jugak ad sal dy..

mngade ngde ngade..

brebut pc ni ngn dy..huh..

da la mlalut..

k arif..?ur request is fullfilled..da tlis sal arif..

sangat sangat....arrrgghhh!!--kinah kasi title--

exm da dkt p ak xprpare pn ag..bongok tol..mls!!!hmework blambak..ak rse cm nk mnyumpah seranah sume org je!emm,esk khdmat msyarakat..kne bgn awl..siot laa..skg ni rse cm nk mti kborngan je..mnympah laa dk sko0l ni..esk,ak brazam nk trun subuh kt surau..yeah!!haha..btw,nymuk sgt bodoh..tgh ggt kaki ak..tolol pnye nymuk!!mood xbpe ok..

TAKE NOTE!!

td ade org tu panggil dy 'abang'..

WTF!

ak jelez laa..ai 2 da psan kt org 2 jgn pnggil cm2..da dy 2 pn cm rela je org 2 pnggil dy cmtu..stupid!!aku rase cm nk sebut bab* je!!fine,awk ngade2..kte da jauh sgt..sy pn da slalu je hangin smacam..awk xrealize pn kn??biaselaa..org bz..truskn je..sy xksh..

kinah kinokuniya ad kt sbelah ak skg ni..tgh minum air soya..cik kasut pn ad..n bdk laky da mmbnjiri kwsn ni..arrrgghh!!!srabut tol..ak nk msuk hostel da..msuk blik..dpd ak biarkn si nymuk2 tolol ni mnjamu darah manis ak,baek ak blah..

I LOVE MY BUDDIES!MMMUUUUAAAAAHHH!!

h0mecoming

first 2 weeks in sester is such a mess!no wonder i feel like nk mati..p lusa da nk blk..ofcoz i'm super duper excted!!ermmm..exm is rlly2 round d corner,a week 2 go!ak xprpare..xtawla npe xrjin2 ag..pape pn,yg pntg..BALIK!!

--missing--

--form4 da nk msuk..nrve0us??--

--sh0uld i??--

--cg jat n d rules!--

--atin,jiha,kinah,jian,neddy--

sY & aWk

dulu kte dkt..

awk ad ngn sy n sy dkt je ngn awk..

skg kte jauh..

sy bleh jlez je tgk dorg 2..

awk xcian sy ke hah??hah??hah??

sy ag rela jauh tyme cuti dpd jauh cmni..

sy rse kn.......

kte btl2 jauh..awk ske x??

--jian is bsde me..sayin' 'hi evrybody!!'..

it's 2010!

1stly..it's f***ing bored!ntah pape laa thn ni..cm nk mti keborngan je..siot gle..sume da bpecah2..dk jauh2..blok laen,kls laen..hahaha!!mmg nk mti..ermm,olidei cm pndek sgt..sko0l plak cm lme gle..haihhhhhhh..da bpe kl mgluh da ai ni..xbez gak ad fm5 je kt sko0l..ak rndu laz year..kinda rlly missin' laz yr..2010 has no fun stkt ni..cm bodoh je..

STICK 2 DA RULES????

cm bkn ak je..klu org larang pn ak nk wt gak..xd pape yg new pn diz yr..gettin' worse??maybe..ak xtaw nk tlis pe da..dlm kple da ovrload smpai xingt..

SOMETHINGSSSS??

*mama kuat mmbebel,dlm fon pn bising..biar je la..

*kinda missin' my mama..

*miss my kitty ofcoz..

*laptop,fon,psp..

*hanging out??

*bored..

*i'm a tree!

*achik n jian;so0o0 sweet..

*jealous..

*hurted..

*abandoned?haha..

*pathetic..sucks!

*he keeps sayin':'tgk keadaan'..dun like it..

*outta control..

*stupid

MOOD:i'm missin dat mngde2 pny org p nothng i can do..cian kn??